SUP

ayyyyyyyeeeeeee. havent blogged inna while. no deep thoughts have been hitting me lately lol. dance is cancelled.. weaaaakkk!. me and cristinas doing gooooooood. schools almost over!.. i have a bittersweet taste in my mouth forr that one. check this vid tho. sick

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LusRcLdvDgc&feature=channel_page


also check out the song: water and a flame- daniel merriweather ft adele

Taken From my Xanga

"Don't live life like you don't have anything, live like you want something" - JF

"Someone who is scared of letting go of their past, is someone who is afraid of what the future holds" - JF

"Presence over Presents" - JF

"The obvious and unexpected always occur, its the expected that makes you unsure" - JF

"Words weigh heavily" - JF

"What's holding you back?..... yourself." - JF

"Believe what you think, not what you hear" - JF

"Someone who talks to you clearly is giving an effort to be apart of your life"- JF

"Life's too short for bullshit" - JF

"I hate it when i dont wanna do the stuff i need to do, but the stuff i do instead isnt even needed"- JF

"Expect the worst, hope for the best"- JF

"Dream as if you will live forever, Live as if you will die today"-Unknown

" You dont gotta look like a model for me to adore you, all you gotta do is love me and be loyal"-50

"It's beauty that captures your attention; personality which captures your heart."- Unknown

"When you were born everyone was smiling and you were crying, live your life so that when you die, your smiling and everyone is crying." - Unknown

"Don't make someone your priority when they only see you as an option"- Unknown

"In three words I can sum up everything I have learned about life: It Goes On" - Robert Frost

off topic

[23:25] irinah idea: did i tell you that you remind me of usher
[23:25] jayfeezy21: LOL
[23:25] jayfeezy21: no u never told me!
[23:25] jayfeezy21: how do i?
[23:25] irinah idea: haha idk
[23:25] irinah idea: wait nvm
[23:25] irinah idea: you remind me of justin timberlake
[23:25] irinah idea: haha
[23:25] jayfeezy21: LOL
[23:25] jayfeezy21: asdfghjkl
[23:25] irinah idea: AHAHA
[23:27] jayfeezy21: id rather be like usher
[23:28] irinah idea: haha why
[23:28] irinah idea: cause hes black?
[23:29] jayfeezy21: HAHA
[23:29] jayfeezy21: noo!
[23:29] jayfeezy21: he got more swag
[23:29] jayfeezy21: idk
[23:29] jayfeezy21: nvm
[23:29] jayfeezy21: idk
[23:29] jayfeezy21: asyjgvbb
[23:30] irinah idea: LOL

hahaahaha

STORY POEM

for my english class lol

A Blissful Accident

There once was a girl who caused a man to not know how to feel
Nothing did satisfy him, not a drink, nor a meal
He lived alone, with no friend or family
He lived ever after, but was missing the happily
He once had a chance, but that chance passed him by
Nothing he came to realize, not even any of the signs
Of what he could be doing
Get off his butt and live a life
His dream was a family, with two kids and a wife

So he prayed to God
Asking for a second chance
To again achieve the feeling of feelings of romance
Requested he show him the way towards the light
He responded by saying it wouldn’t be worth it without a fight
A test is all it is, to see if we can pass
To obtain that chance in which the moment we are cast

So one day, driving to fulfill a daily task
He ran a red light into another car he crashed
Physically sound, but mentally hurt
By all the drama and anxiety that happened in one spurt
He asked, “Is everyone ok?”
Then he locked eyes with the woman that he delayed
A certain look, came upon his face
One of surprise
It was the one that got away
The girl he felt for, way back in the day
So struck, no words he had to say

He simply smiled
Gave that look of coincidence
Laughed a little, that all of this happened in an instance
And took her hand, by his surprise
He knew this time, he had no reason lie
He confessed the truth
Because he felt he had nothing to lose
After he was finish, a quick silence it came to
He quivered, second-guessing his actions
Regret filled his mind
Like it has his whole time

Thinking of how to put into words what she should say
Pause
She responded “I’ve been feeling the same way”
Eyes were looked in to and smiles were exchanged
As they entered into a new chapter, where their love feels surreal
Where a man can feel a feeling he did not know how to feel

-JF

TAKEN FROM JOSIE

"Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

I Never Noticed

how many really good friends i have. I always feel like i have no one to talk to about shit or im scared of hassling my friends with my problems n shit that they probably dont wanna hear. But theyre hear to listen, and i understand that now. Props to all of yall.

Andrew, Brandon, Marc, Chelsea, Irinah, Anna, Vince, Clyde, Dillon, Mel, Nicole, Josie etc.

Appreciation is well deserved.

THE PEOPLE YOU ALLOW TO BE AROUND YOU, SHOWS YOU WHO YOU ARE

SPEECHLESS

is putting it lightly. Did i do something? Was i the cause? It's scary how i can predict whats gonna happen before it even happens sometimes.. but its not always pleasant.


I swear, i have the shortest relationship experiences ever, but they always teach me something... always.


Yennoe that saying " it's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all"? i say thats bull. I say it's better to have "loved and learned"