Tuesday, July 28, 2009

HURRY UP!

and quit the shit and do some work..

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I Am

a lightning bolt

Thursday, July 9, 2009

What to do

when you don't know what to do? I wish i could write everything thats on my mind, but id rather tell someone than tell a blog.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Story of my Life

As soon as i'm sure of one, another one comes along..

Friday, July 3, 2009

INDECISIVE

when it comes to this type of stuff, i can never make up my mind, so i leave it up to chance.. big mistake



Making decisions is the hardest thing to do in life. imo

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Interesting

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio [via: Amazing Posts]

Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.

When in doubt, just take the next small step.

Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch!

Pay off your credit cards every month.

You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.

It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

It’s OK to let your children see you cry.

Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.

Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.

It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.

Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion.

Today is special..

Over prepare, then go with the flow.


Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.

The most important sex organ is the brain.

No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’

Always choose life.

Forgive everyone everything.

What other people think of you is none of your business.

Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

Believe in miracles.

God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.

Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.

Your children get only one childhood.

All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s,we’d grab ours back.

Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

The best is yet to come.

No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

Yield.

Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift

Thursday, June 18, 2009

HOW TO: LIVE YOUR LIFE


The Dalai Lama’s Instructions for life:

Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

Follow the three R’s:
- Respect for self.
- Respect for others.
- Responsibility for all your actions.

Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship.

When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

Spend some time alone everyday.

Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.

A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.

Share your knowledge. It is a way to achieve immortality.

Be gentle with the earth.

Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.

Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I AM

sliiiiippppinnnn brah and idk what to do about it =/

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

The Life You Live

is based on the actions you take, the thoughts you think, and the words you say

I FEEL LIKE

im losing my ability to be articulate and give advice in inspiring ways.
i feel like im getting stupider.
i feel like im starting to forget all of my truths and such
i feel like a dumbass right now
i feel like fml..

Thursday, May 28, 2009

SUP

ayyyyyyyeeeeeee. havent blogged inna while. no deep thoughts have been hitting me lately lol. dance is cancelled.. weaaaakkk!. me and cristinas doing gooooooood. schools almost over!.. i have a bittersweet taste in my mouth forr that one. check this vid tho. sick

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LusRcLdvDgc&feature=channel_page


also check out the song: water and a flame- daniel merriweather ft adele

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Taken From my Xanga

"Don't live life like you don't have anything, live like you want something" - JF

"Someone who is scared of letting go of their past, is someone who is afraid of what the future holds" - JF

"Presence over Presents" - JF

"The obvious and unexpected always occur, its the expected that makes you unsure" - JF

"Words weigh heavily" - JF

"What's holding you back?..... yourself." - JF

"Believe what you think, not what you hear" - JF

"Someone who talks to you clearly is giving an effort to be apart of your life"- JF

"Life's too short for bullshit" - JF

"I hate it when i dont wanna do the stuff i need to do, but the stuff i do instead isnt even needed"- JF

"Expect the worst, hope for the best"- JF

"Dream as if you will live forever, Live as if you will die today"-Unknown

" You dont gotta look like a model for me to adore you, all you gotta do is love me and be loyal"-50

"It's beauty that captures your attention; personality which captures your heart."- Unknown

"When you were born everyone was smiling and you were crying, live your life so that when you die, your smiling and everyone is crying." - Unknown

"Don't make someone your priority when they only see you as an option"- Unknown

"In three words I can sum up everything I have learned about life: It Goes On" - Robert Frost

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

off topic

[23:25] irinah idea: did i tell you that you remind me of usher
[23:25] jayfeezy21: LOL
[23:25] jayfeezy21: no u never told me!
[23:25] jayfeezy21: how do i?
[23:25] irinah idea: haha idk
[23:25] irinah idea: wait nvm
[23:25] irinah idea: you remind me of justin timberlake
[23:25] irinah idea: haha
[23:25] jayfeezy21: LOL
[23:25] jayfeezy21: asdfghjkl
[23:25] irinah idea: AHAHA
[23:27] jayfeezy21: id rather be like usher
[23:28] irinah idea: haha why
[23:28] irinah idea: cause hes black?
[23:29] jayfeezy21: HAHA
[23:29] jayfeezy21: noo!
[23:29] jayfeezy21: he got more swag
[23:29] jayfeezy21: idk
[23:29] jayfeezy21: nvm
[23:29] jayfeezy21: idk
[23:29] jayfeezy21: asyjgvbb
[23:30] irinah idea: LOL

hahaahaha

Sunday, May 10, 2009

STORY POEM

for my english class lol

A Blissful Accident

There once was a girl who caused a man to not know how to feel
Nothing did satisfy him, not a drink, nor a meal
He lived alone, with no friend or family
He lived ever after, but was missing the happily
He once had a chance, but that chance passed him by
Nothing he came to realize, not even any of the signs
Of what he could be doing
Get off his butt and live a life
His dream was a family, with two kids and a wife

So he prayed to God
Asking for a second chance
To again achieve the feeling of feelings of romance
Requested he show him the way towards the light
He responded by saying it wouldn’t be worth it without a fight
A test is all it is, to see if we can pass
To obtain that chance in which the moment we are cast

So one day, driving to fulfill a daily task
He ran a red light into another car he crashed
Physically sound, but mentally hurt
By all the drama and anxiety that happened in one spurt
He asked, “Is everyone ok?”
Then he locked eyes with the woman that he delayed
A certain look, came upon his face
One of surprise
It was the one that got away
The girl he felt for, way back in the day
So struck, no words he had to say

He simply smiled
Gave that look of coincidence
Laughed a little, that all of this happened in an instance
And took her hand, by his surprise
He knew this time, he had no reason lie
He confessed the truth
Because he felt he had nothing to lose
After he was finish, a quick silence it came to
He quivered, second-guessing his actions
Regret filled his mind
Like it has his whole time

Thinking of how to put into words what she should say
Pause
She responded “I’ve been feeling the same way”
Eyes were looked in to and smiles were exchanged
As they entered into a new chapter, where their love feels surreal
Where a man can feel a feeling he did not know how to feel

-JF

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

TAKEN FROM JOSIE

"Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

I Never Noticed

how many really good friends i have. I always feel like i have no one to talk to about shit or im scared of hassling my friends with my problems n shit that they probably dont wanna hear. But theyre hear to listen, and i understand that now. Props to all of yall.

Andrew, Brandon, Marc, Chelsea, Irinah, Anna, Vince, Clyde, Dillon, Mel, Nicole, Josie etc.

Appreciation is well deserved.

THE PEOPLE YOU ALLOW TO BE AROUND YOU, SHOWS YOU WHO YOU ARE

Monday, May 4, 2009

SPEECHLESS

is putting it lightly. Did i do something? Was i the cause? It's scary how i can predict whats gonna happen before it even happens sometimes.. but its not always pleasant.


I swear, i have the shortest relationship experiences ever, but they always teach me something... always.


Yennoe that saying " it's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all"? i say thats bull. I say it's better to have "loved and learned"

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Don't you HATE it when

YOU DON'T LISTEN TO YOUR OWN ADVICE. I mean seriously, you can help all of the people in the world with their problems and think that u know everything. But when it comes to ur own problems, you have no idea how to aprroach it. Ironic, isn't it



"i swear ive experienced this problem so many times by other people experiencing it and me helping them, and now when it happens to me, i have no idea what to do"



adding as time goes by

Friday, April 24, 2009

EMBRACE

the people around you!!!! Are you really grateful for the things you have? How about the things you don't have? Would you be the same person if you had the things you dont have now? Would you be worse? Everyone complains about what they dont have that they dont take the time out to realize what they do have.



adding on as time goes by

Thursday, April 23, 2009

WHAT EVERYONE NEEDS

is MO-TI-VA-TION. As of late, i've been concemplating, WTF am i doing with my life? I am always procrastinating and not coming through with shit i plan. I'm wasting precious time i could be using. When i see other people going out for internships, taking SATs, getting scholarship opportunities, i think of what motivates them and can i have some of what they're smoking. The end of highschool is almost here, and some of us face the same lame habits that we had back in freshman year. After high school whats next for me? Scary thought, but we all have to go through it. Its just another challenge to see if we're capable of achieving what we want. As we're sitting on a couch watching TV, other people are living up to their potential, and everyone has it "potential", even though we may think we don't. What's it gonna take for us to stop thinking and start acting? A F on a assignment? A break-up with a gf/bf? A death? Shit happens for a reason, they happen to make us realize things; to open up our eyes and see the truth, and what's the truth you ask? Well, for me, its to quit bullshitting. Can you figure out what your truth is?